its unfortunate how the poor soul has to take blame for all i disappoint myself with

the clock completes another turn as i sit in stilled horror

of another day i will mourn tomorrow.

my feet beg to not touch the ground

for it scares me to make sound

why must this day come so soon

the clock screams and its already noon

my teeth grind the food i made with dismay

as i stare at the clock and pray

oh i do not wish to continue this day

the ticks and tocks drive me insane

as another hour of my glass goes to vain

the tip of my pencil weeps in sorrow

as my fingers crinkle and my hands follow

i sit at the table with legs trembling

and read a book with words not worth remembering

the plant on my table begs for an ounce of sunlight

my bones agree and i refuse them with all my might

oh another day i will reminisce tomorrow

night comes and my clock doesn’t rest

oh when will she stop the torturous test

I lay in a cloud of smoke and lost hopes

as the ceiling fan dangles and mopes

my lungs are at my mercy and my brain is a follower

with each tick and each alarm i feel my heart become hollower

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