there is much holy about him but in the way a tsunami is named “an act of god”

an alter not kneeled upon is an altar of no god so i stand here in the name of my religion and pray to one who almost stopped existing. are you a god if you hold no morals? are you a deity if you have no followers?

maybe i am the one fated to meet the non believed and maybe i am the one who is fed propaganda and disbelief maybe i will be the one to stand at the edge of the earth and maybe i will resist jumping for the god i serve

it is never an act of love to hurt

i would like to go to mars if my god is so willing for his eyes resemble the red dirt of the land. i do not romanticize the moon for one with too many lovers is one who cannot set his eyes straight but my god is one who sees me and me only (after the ones he misplaced)

so i will kneel and i will reap and i will sow my blood into his soil
and maybe just maybe this fruit will be mine to toil